Monday, October 24, 2011

This is bullcrap.

So I'm sick. And my boyfriend's not replying for more than an hour or so. So I decided to call, but when I did, he started hanging up. Of course, remember he wasn't replying to me, he suddenly texted me saying...

"Stop calling! Nagaaral kami ng nanny ko (my mom's teaching me with my lessons)" so I replied,

"How should I know!!!!!! DON'T SHOUT AT ME!! You didn't even bother to text me!! You're on your own. Bye!"

Of course it was out of anger, but I don't know what else to say when I saw his message to me.  

He wasn't even thinking that I was this sick. I just wish he could.

I'm still upset though. *sigh* I'm upset he hasn't been sweet for the past few weeks. I'm in pain. LITERALLY. 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

45 Things Girls Want

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.
♥♥♥

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Heart Drained

3 years and it all went down to the drain. I thought it would last. I'm still not giving up, even though he's giving me the cold shoulder, I won't give up just cause of that. All that matters for me is that I love him, and that he loves me. He doesn't show it recently, but i know deep down in his eyes he does love me. I can still feel it, even though he's FAR away from me, I can still feel it. We've been through A LOT. Although, I was the "guy" in our relationship, he keeps it to a point where he makes up for every bit of his mistakes. He wasn't ALWAYS showy of his feelings to me, or to anyone, but still he manage to make me feel that special.


Gonna update later. It's 3:07am here. Need to concentrate more on how to make him feel special again.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Update. :)

So here are cute pictures which I totally want. 

Black && White Heels with Leopard Prints

BlackBerry in assorted colored cases

Heels

Awesome iPhone 3GS && Logo

BlackBerry Curve with case

Steampunk Blue Heart with key pendant

Pink Studded Heels

Stuffs. Hahahaha

iPhone 4 with Crystal Dock

Make-up Kit

BlackBerry && Wallet

Stuffs. :))

BlackBerry Curve

Mac Book && BlackBerry

Ribbon Styled Heels

Stuffs again

Chanel Bag



AAHH!!! Boring!

I can`t believe I am soo bored. So, today`s Sunday, I am still bothered by the fact that my entire bag was stolen from me. I am LITERALLY NOT OVER IT. I am so desperate to get a new phone, iPod, and hoodie. :(( You can call it materialistic, but seriously...that was my life. IN MY OPINION, I want a new one. :(( I`m hurt by it. 




:( </3

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

A little more about things

Well today, I went with my mom and uncle driving my dad to his office. I can`t believe that the weather today would be cold, and I was just wearing shorts and t-shirt. Then we went to CSA to fetch my friend, `cause me and my mom were helping her to get the student permit.xDD then when we fetched her we went back to my house cause I haven`t taken a bath. Haha. When I was finished, we went to LTO to get her license. After an hour we got her permit and we rode a taxi, my mom asked me where would me and my friend go, I told her we`d just hangout at the mall. Then my mom got out of the taxi near my house, and then me and my friend went to the mall and chilled.xDD After a long time of chilling around, we went back to my house to get her things so she could go back to school. Now, I shall rest, I ate A LOT of food. I want to sleep. Thank you and goodnight. :>

Sunday, March 6, 2011

4:39 And I`m once again b-o-r-e-d!

Whew! So, just last March 3,2011 someone took my entire bag. And since my birthday is also this month on the 25th... I have my wish list. lol


New Bag :P



New Phone. (not specific)

Make-up/s

New Heels :D

Wallet :)

Ballet Flats 

Surprise from 
iPod Touch :((
So yeah..I`ve been seriously depressed about what happened. I know it`s just material things..well, without these material things it makes it difficult to live your everyday life..that is just MY OPINION eventually I`m hoping that something 'will' happen on my birthday. :(

12:51 pm // woo!

Currently watching something in Fox Family Movies. I haven`t slept since last night, I thought I could sleep when my last post said I wil.. lol. But yeah, I couldn`t sleep at all. Last night I was thinking about a lot of stuffs, thinking what if I could change my past. Thinking every chance I could just to change my past decisions, maybe my life right now would be this fvcked up..

But..after everything that had happened to me, I guess I would be thankful right now. Those past decisions of mine, I`ve accepted those already. It`s better that way, my life right now may be confusing , but I still enjoy it. Despite the chaos and problems I`m facing, I still manage to enjoy my life to the fullest.

Oh well, more stories to write later. 

12:14 am and I`m still up. :)) so fun.

Bwahahahahahaha! I shall not sleep, I think. Hahaha I'm talking on the phone to my friend Alex, since she has a problem with her boyfriend. Lol. She keeps bragging about how good her boyfriend cooks. Haha! 

I want to eat. All this topic about her boyfriend being good in cooking!!! UGH!! HUNGER MODE!!! :(((

Saturday, March 5, 2011

FF Spirits Within ^_^

Well so I`m watching FF Spirits Within, and I have to say, the graphics are so good you`re going to enjoy watching every bit of it. While playing, I`m still talking to friends who`re requesting me to do designs and such. :)


Maybe some other time I will be more focused on making this blog and tell my story. For now, I will watch FF and still talk to people while drinking coke. Multi-tasking to the max.


Goodnight/ Good morning bloggers! ^_^ 'til tomorrow. :D

Nice Dinner. :P

So, I just ate dinner and t'was spaghetti and bread..with matching coke. lol currently watching Wild West, it entertains me to see both of them in a comedy movie. :)) I'm also talking to people over MSN and Y!M, talking about stuffs and designing for them. I never really thought that my course would help me earn money..but since I'm just a novice so I don't charge yet. Haha. Still in my practice moments for me to learn and be capable of making better projects in the future. Well, I guess I'll update again in a while. :)

It's a boring Saturday!

Well, today is like any other weekend. I've got nothing to do and it's late, I never thought that this day would be worse that ever. :(( I have no story to tell since there's nothing new..I guess i will just blog again later if I have some news.